They won phone time and
he was so excited
he made my whole day better.
I already lost him, then I lost Ian.
But then he called.
We got to talk for a half hour.
It was amazing.
Hearing him say "I love you".. I just,
I can't explain it.
I miss everything about him.
He said he could call next Sunday too.
That gives me something to look forward to.
Maybe soon I'll be able to tell him what's really going on with my summer.
I won't have to hide.
He can finally know about everything.
Then he would know.