he's sleeping on my couch.
he came over, once my mom left for her night shift,
we drank with Cousin.
the feelings poured out of both of us,
And talked about our feelings and I
told him we
and explained about Kyle
and he told me
he'd wait for me
because im the only one he wants to be with
he cares most about me
"I'm worth it"
and I just. I want to date him, I really do.
I want to hold hands and go on dates.
But I love Kyle. And I don't want to lose him.
choose Kyle, lose good company with Ian,
choose Ian, lose everything with Ky.
im so confused >.<