all deserve to die
I told him no,
because I didn't want to leave yet
he said I was a person + 1
so that means I don't have to die
his friendship is not a friendship.
it's just two people talking.
but I like how he welcomes me in his life
how I'm "on his side"
how I don't count as a person,
because I'm better than that.
I'm held high
in a way.
like there is some hidden part of me that he can see and I can't
maybe its just out there though
maybe the inner part of me is not so hidden anymore,
and people are catching on.
but why now?
why the interest now?