so i realized I haven't been posting on my blog a lot
but i don't have to anymore.
Because I'm not keeping these things a secrete anymore
im finding ways to say it
people to say it to
I don't have to bottle up everything now
it seems like people are starting to care more I guess
or maybe I'm just getting better at keeping friendships.
maybe its that, i have a few friends now that I talk to often.
I bet ill be back and posting all the time once school starts up though in a few days.
i guess i just dont feel complete unless I post on my blog.
even though I don't think anyone watches my words.