I didn't let myself be the excuse.
I'm locked in my room.
I did it my self.
I locked myself away from my drunk mom and her current guy.
I locked myself from being around cousin when he drinks.
I'm doing what I want.
What do I want?
To sit here and do nothing. I want to go online and post a blog post. I want to snuggle under my snuggie. I want to think about Kyle while I'm making guy friends online. I want to
and do as I damn well please.
And that's exactly what I'm doing.