It's sent

I sent him a really long letter,

two pages back and front,

of just everything.

It's like all of my emotions were poured into such a simple thing.

I didn't tell him about the kiss, no.

I'm not sure if I really should.

I'm NOT gonna keep it from him.

But the letters I want to be able how I'm actually feeling and what I'm actually doing or thinking about.

It would be pointless to write such a thing in one because they're so short and no portion of that does he need to read about me not being true to him.

I hope he does understand when he finds out though.

But I told him my dreams,

my interests in photography,

updated him on some friends and myself,

I explained why I didn't send him a letter on his birthday.

And I just, I love him.

With so much of me that it makes my heart laugh and cry at the same time.

I don't care if loving him and being his is going to make my life not normal.

Screw that if normal means no Kyle.

He's MY normal.

I just wish my brain would be so back and forth about this!