I'm scared.

I'm getting attached again.

it's something about males.

I just feel so lost without their company.

it's like any guy could fill my void.

it's like i spend a few days with them and instantly I'm wondering about the next time I'll see him.

erg.

It's not that I have feelings for him,

oh no, (well maybe a little)

I dont want to date him.

I just want a guy to talk to and hang around.

it's almost like I crave the awkwardness.

I like male company,

maybe because I like to tempt them?

I don't know.

I'm just glad guys don't know how much I feed off them.