i want your words in my fucking ears
and i want your hands in dirty places
I want you to throw me across the room
and nurse my wounds
i want you to hit me
I want your aggression
your anger
i want your fear
your saddness

I want to know your bad side
the side to not spit across

I want you to see my
hurt
my
tears
my
life

and i want a hug, too.