you just be drunk

COUSIN

You are ruining yourself, day. by. day. I get up from my bed to hear the dogs going nuts.
you are laying outside in the rain in the grass
you won't respond
you won't move
I can't help you
I went and got mom, and you
you
you
YOU
BASTARD
you smiled
I kicked your side and called you an asshole.
and went inside.
So much for caring
soon later you stumble up our stairs awhile later'
you come inside
and fall against the door and wall


You just sit there and be drunk Cousin,
with that new bandage on your wrist, 
and your 3rd missing phone.
You sit there and be drunk
I'm tired of helping
I'm done caring.
You
just 
sit
there
and bang your head at the wall as you are.
Fuck
You.