I did it.

I didn't let myself be the excuse.

I'm locked in my room.

I did it my self.

I locked myself away from my drunk mom and her current guy.

I locked myself from being around cousin when he drinks.

I'm doing what I want.

What do I want?

To sit here and do nothing. I want to go online and post a blog post. I want to snuggle under my snuggie. I want to think about Kyle while I'm making guy friends online. I want to
sit
here
on
my
ass
and do as I damn well please.

And that's exactly what I'm doing.